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DehliasInnerTurmoilA falling star fell from your heart and landed in my eyes.
I honestly didn't see it coming. It was so obvious that the attachment I had would blossom into the exact thing I told you bluntly wouldn't happen and yet here I am laying under your covers, clothed in one of your shirts, in the warm summer midnight imagining that life can't get any better than when I come back to be all wrapped up and surrounded by you. Despite these intoxicating feelings that overcome my mind and cause my lips to upturn in a genuine smile I thought I could never find again, it's the other nights without you that I can't seem to pull these strong attachments to the forefront and stop myself from hurting you. It's like there is a switch in my brain that tells me you'll always be there no matter what I do, you'll always take me back and you can't let go of me so I can do whatever I want.
But you can let me go, can't you.
I screamed aloud, as it tore through them and now it's left me blind.
a dangerous hallucinationThe light coming through the window was bright,
much too bright.
Even though my eyes were closed
I could see it-
The skin of my arms prickled,
sweat dripped from my brow.
It was two in the afternoon but…
the sun was setting
through the window facing east.
I should have seen the hutch,
shelves lined with bone china
decorated with delicate leaves and vines.
I was so thirsty
and reaching for cups that should have been there.
Instead I found a billboard of butterflies,
the colors raging
more than any rainbow
I'd ever seen.
Their wings fluttered and flashed
yet somehow they moved in slow motion.
I wanted to stand,
wanted to reach out and touch them but…
I couldn't move,
and yet I laughed
ignoring my dry mouth
and the tingling in my feet.
There was a tempest
on the rise
and in my blood.
A sugar rush disguised
as a riot of butterflies
and they were swarming me.
There was a small vial
of insulin in my pocket
that I nev
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